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its still unfair. I wish we could go back to the way things were, then you had to say its not working….to just break my heart like it was nothing.
I hope you’re feeling as shitty as I do today. I can’t see out of my left eye, my left temple on my forehead won’t stop throbbing.
and no, I’m still in an emotional rut
and yes, this is how I want you to suffer, not by physical pain but the emotional trauma wracking your brain, overtaking everything so that it all comes out in a wash of tears just as it does for me, again and again…its still not fair dammit!
I just want to get the fuck out of california and never speak to you again. It was stupid to come there and I honestly do hate the state of california. I may hate texas but I will still stand in that state. California is more fucked up than texas, the drivers are WORSE
I wish I’d never spoken to you. that I just ignored your stupid letter…but I’m too fucking nice….I hate you Doug…I hate you and I will never tell you this to your face because I’m always too damn nice. So be it. But I’ll be fucking damned if I EVER finish last. and I hope that the next woman hurts you just as you hurt me. Make up your fucking mind!
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