The Carpenters, some music lyrics and videos

WARNING MANY VIDEOS EITHER WAIT FOR THIS TO LOAD OR DON’T! Just letting you know. Careful some of these have loud volume since some of the videos were too soft and I Have a hearing problem lately…HEY can’t say I didn’t warn you, so if you get in trouble for the voulme uhm sorry
music to [...]

Confusion (Eternally Angry)

OBVIOUS LANGUAGE WARNING!
its still unfair. I wish we could go back to the way things were, then you had to say its not working….to just break my heart like it was nothing.
I hope you’re feeling as shitty as I do today. I can’t see out of my left eye, my left temple on my [...]

Found to be somewhat unfair or just plain emotional injustice

(This blog pertains to two or three different people, of if I really wanted to, all the people boyfriends and girlfriends in my life. oh yes I am bi but I don’t throw it out there since not many people I have encountered can deal with it. it this whole thing angers you then stop [...]

Used To Be

I used to think I was worth it.
Used to be worth something to someone and most importantly myself.
I USED TO BE SANE
Time and heartbreak tend to drag a person down to the depths of insanity
people say time heals all wounds. Maybe physical wounds. For me and many others time only causes further infection of the [...]

Every Two to Four Years

 WARNING: HARSH LANGUAGE!

Every two to four years I have either changed personality, gained or lost friends or the worst/best ….moved to another city.
I’ve done this since as far as I can recall…this was done before my coherency.  Mother would move us to get the fuck away from dad. Mother divorced dad when I was barely [...]

My Role Play Characters

short and simple post. I had the idea to post it. But alas my computer time is limited lately. Its for the better if I’m going to bury myself in work to save some cash for the future heh.
so here are the characters for gaiaonline.com

Lexia Fira. aka Alexiel Firastrome. My First Gaia RP Character after [...]